Day 21 of 37.

I still say that I am doing very well, considering the circumstances. I have few side effects from chemo or radiation. I am tired often, but I have learned to appreciate the art of fine napping. I am losing my hair. I trimmed the ‘stache back to the nubbins yesterday, and soon the hair on my head will follow. I imagine tomorrow I will cut it down, too. But I have this totally cool hat that I will wear to disguise my lack of hair. I am looking forward to that.

And the medicines are causing a little battle with constipation, while the cancer itself is wreaking havoc with the nerves in my arms, which is causing a loss of coordination and strength in my right arm. Yes, I am right handed, and no, I did not have any extra coordination or strength to lose. This is distressing, but they say I could regain portions of the muscle and dexterity in my arm.

And at the advice to two of my medical professionals, I am now on morphine 24/7. So far it is looping me a little, but I am able to function. I would hate to see me behind the wheel of a car, but I can walk out to the mailbox, as long as I have a map.

Considering where I could be at this point, I think I am doing more that very well. I would say I am doing remarkably well. But there is a long way to go, and the worst is still to come. I am keeping my fingers crossed!