I don't always think things through. I get emotional and think the worst. Change can be fearsome. Especially when there are new limitations.
But the truth is, there is little I can't do now that I could before, Save typing, of course. And I'm not sure about masterbating; that will be saved for later determination.
But psychologically there is a toll. You all know the limp-wristed faggot jokes. Well that is totally me now. And I remember in grade school "Spaz" was the put-down du jour. And now as I feel the spasm twitching through my hand, I regret ever using the term.
I am made more humble.
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I am so glad to be hearing from you again—you have no idea. I can hardly imagine the struggles you have had and admire so much the way you have faced them. It makes me feel truly wimpy for my own reactions to limitations brought on by aging.
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